OK So I went home from GZO tonight dead tired. I got home and re-charged my dead phone and had tons of messages and texts to look at and respond to. It was like everyone was trying to get a hold of me today. Well almost everyone. Then I had a problem with my computer and had to fix it.It's a good thing that I have that back up disk or I would have been screwed. Well after that I was way to awake to do anything so I decided to play "Silent Hill" which I am still playing. I am right now in the Nightmare world part of it and let me say I am scared even with the light on. But its so fun so I will play a little while longer. I shouldn't have but..... I went and bought games today. I bought "Singstar" I have to 80's one and the one called amped! It looks like a fun game to. It is for 1 to 8 people so sometime you will all have to come over and we can drink and sing. I can't wait. I could have tried it out tonight but well, I didn't want to wake up the roommates. And plus I am getting my horror fix right now.

Lets see what else, I worked today. It was boring and a little slow at times but I survived. Even when I got that hot grease on my pants and had to get it off quickly. It'd just all in a days work when your cooking food and cleaning machines. It could be worse, I could have no job. Sometimes though, I wish I was rich. I would totally go over to Europe and travel and see the sights. Castles and Graveyards and all that. Maybe go see the haunted places. I get happy thoughts thinking about it. Well I have to go. I will talk to you all later when I see you.

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Ick I feel sick today. I have been listening to the new NIN album the last two days and I highly recommend it. Well Hell I have to go. I have to go to religions class, as If I wasn't feeling sick enough!

Hay, I miss you. I found something that will make you giggle I hope. Hay come back OK!!!!! You up for SpankCandy this summer let me know because I want to go and see the hotties. HEHE

So I found out that I can go to Neal woods to the observatory to get 10pts credit and I think I need to to bring up by grade but...... dose anyone know how to get their and where it is?

Ok so their are things going on that I need advise on. I do not know what to do about my Grandma. I love her but she makes me so miserable. Everytime I talk to her over the phone its an endless prase of Kim. How she's doing, how she is so great. How she can do no wrong. And then we always get to the subject of when am I going to graduate. How long do I have? It's been intirely to long now, I have been going for to long. She always hints that I eather need to graduate or quit. At first this didn't bother me but now..... I think that is one of the reasons that I am not doing as well in school as I once did. Well that and getting sick because I am trying to do to much. But thats not the point. She makes me feel horrible, like I want to give up. She dosn't seem to understand how it makes me fell. And when I do tell her she gets all pissed off and says something like. I can see your upset I will call you later and hangs up on me. I tried the not calling her thing but that's not fair to her. After all she is my grandma and she's alone until Kim comes around to do whatever. Dosn't she relize that Kim didn't even finish High School and yet she's bitching at me constantly about my school. I don't know what to do because she dose this worse to my mom.

Ok so this may sound horrible BUT I was at work yesterday and saw something that made me giggle all day long. It could have been from the insanity at work or because I had to be their at 5 freaking am and was late because I could not get unstuck in my driveway. However, I saw this little old man setting on a bench while comming back from lunch. He looked so cute. Because he reminded me of a 100 year old skinny, tall, gnome with a kane. He had a super long gray beard and a little hat and I was just sooooo excited all day long. HEHE :)

Ok so I was suppost to go to work this morning. I got half way their and decided that I just couldn't make it, that was AFTER I almost hit the mettal part of a gard arm on the train tracks. I got stuck several times trying to get home. Finally I got stuck again and had to have someone help me. Some randome nice person in a truck. I waited for 2 and a half hours. When I finally did get home I found out that I could not role down my drivers side window because while looking at it, the damed gears for the window are stripped down and their is nothing I can do about it. Now that I do think about it the car had made a little noise when I rolled up the window in the past. I did my best to park the car in my driveway further sticking me home but I figured I can't get anywhere anyway sooo..... The only saving grace is that I do not have school(cancled) or work tomorrow. Ya Lucky me. I am tired of people telling me " Well you know what I said when you brought the car home to Omaha." Yes I FUCKING know what everyone said but what the hell was I suppost to do. I sear to god if anyone says that to me again.... I have heard that 3 fucking times today. My other car died around Thanksgiving and that was the only spare car that my parents had to help me out with. I told my mom though I do not want that car anymore so hopelfully to do something. After all the car us still in my mom's name and it is hers.

Anyway, to all of you that tried to help me I am ver gratefull. I only wish that I had keeped my whits about me and gave that nice guy my phone number who pulled and followed me the whole way home but after 5 hours I was a tad bit agravated AND tired.

OK so for a long time you all know the harsh actions and abuse that I have taken from the people at work. It only got worse yesterday when Holly decided that she was going to yell at me all day, some nerve after I came in at 5am to help out a co-worker with an emergency. She even went so far as to bitch about my pants. The same pants that I bought for work and asked the head of Human Resources it that was the right color. To which she replied I bought a pair of those and I have them on right now. I am tired of their little nitpicking and yelling over things that I did or didn't due. They claim that I have no spark or energy and that I do not work with fire. So that is why they chose to right me up one time "To put fire under me to get me to work Better." Direct quote. I am sick and tired of Holly. It makes me angry to think that if you do not like a department and you tell them this that they make you work their instead anyway. Do they every thing that that is why I come to work in a bad mood and do not want to be their? For the last god.... it has to be a year now I have been putting up with their crap.

BUT that is about to change. I had a call back for Physician's Lab. I also have an Interview with the main person tonight at 5pm. I am so totally going!!! I am so excited that I was not able to sleep fully last night or study for a test this morning. I hope that I get this Job because it has taken all I have not to walk out on the Job Several times. I don't even know how to dress for this thing. When talking to someone that encouraged me to apply and even mentioned me to the people they said that she(the person to interview me) Was VERY professional. But when I talked to her over the phone I got her to laugh. She seemed so nice. I guess I will dress business casual.

I need some advise though. Should I wear make-up or not. I know a lot can be horrible I don't remember the guidelines. I just have to get this job because if I don't I will be applying to Walmart to get out of their. Anything could be better than it is now.

Ok so this shark was found off the coast of Japan and later died. It's known as a Frill Shark. It lives in the depths of about 2000. It lived a total of 3 days and then died.
*Warning* The creature is freaky plus the footage is from actuall Japanese T.V.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=Qz_nZixWX6Q

YA so I have a bitch of a neighbor next door. She had to ring our bell 5 times in a row to let us know that my car was blocking her driveway a little. Now my car was stuck and I had to let keith get it out. That bitch had to shovel and watch us move the car. And by the way she was "Pissed". Ya her drive way was so full of snow that she couldn't get in or out either. What a stupid cow. I hope her car gets stuck and she has no one to help her. By the way she acted I will never be nice to her when I see her again.

So I got up this morning like a good person to be to work at 5am and what should happen. It dumped snow all over and my car is stuck. So here I am still up because I can't sleep. I F-ING hate winter.